Knocked me off
After I went though almost all images from 2005, it kind of knocked me off. It is kind of strange. Like a silent sort of fog sneaking up from behind, infiltrating the body... and then you feel... unwell. Really difficult to pinpoint exactly - because it is a diffuse feeling, yet it alters the entire "being" from within after some hours. I do realize that year 2005 was a very difficult, emotionally chaotic year. But there were many of those... Yet, i guess, that when looking at images, everything becomes so vivid, so alive. The people. The almost forgotten connections. And the forgotten emotions that spread so strongly through my system back then.
It's "funny", you know. These things don't do anything to me during daily life. I am done with it, and know that it have worked hard with those years. But it would perhaps foolish to think, that it all can be erased. I think that its my wrong thinking... It will always dwell in the shadows, I guess. In good and in bad. Not all the emotions where about anger and sorrow. Behind the curtain, is also a lot of love. But it can't get out to those, whose bridges and ends are all burned off. On both sides. Seemingly. Yet very convincingly. Like dead ends.
I went to sleep for 1.5 hours - and that worked: like filling the tank with gasoline.

I read
from one of the forum members 'Kadam', who is at the hospital where his/her mom is dying. While observing:
">> there are so many young people coming to the hospice with cancers that it looks like genocide 40-60 years old - gone within week of arrival)"
It is the kind of stuff, you normally don't get to hear because most people still insist to ignore it. Never listen to it,. Don't want to hear from it. Choose to look the other way, and call anyone who says something about it - as conspirator nut. While it is THME who are the real nuts.
Ignorant people. Now really !
Yet, a remaining fact is - that 9 people from my own surrounding have passed either suddenly, or through turbo cancers, all of them below 59. The youngest 20 years of age. All of them within short time. All of them way before their time. All within a time frame of 2 years. I have never ever in my entire life had a period, in which so many people died. EVER.
Especially not in an age up to 59. It was really not common in Sweden. I mean you have a sense of when and how many people die. I simply can't remember so many having died within just two years, and all of them far too young. It can happen to one... but not frikking NINE PEOPLE.
It happens even now; in fact more than ever in year 2025 that people die from the consequences of these pesky genetic jabs - while we pretend it never happened. And today there is overwhelmingly much information about the endless amounts of suddenly deaths due to the modRNA injections. The endless amounts of turbo cancers, people get hit from, and often die within a scarily short time, no matter what chemotherapy is used (they often don't work on jabbed people).
Knowledge protects. Ignorance endangers.
It still makes me endlessly sad. And it still makes me so incredibly angry. Especially the blind people. Well they say "when the blind lead the blind". But many times it is rather the matter of psychopaths, sociopaths and self-oriented people acting as liars - are leading the blind who follow.
We have governments and authorities who still stand behind the cancer jabs 100%. It also means this; we have governments who are bluntly killing us (and give a rats ass, given that despite the overwhelming evidence of how the worst medical intervention, they continue to lie and betray the people. So, they are - all of them - murderers. Still supporting one of the biggest crimes again humanity.
Think about that for a moment.
The constant war mongering in Scandinavia
Well, now they promote war everywhere (and "through the flowers spoken [indirectly]) as well. Same people. Same gangsters. Same lairs. Same criminals. Same traitors who committed / are committing high treason against the Kingdom of Sweden and its people. The politicians with Napoleon complex, run our government today. The current Prime Minister of Sweden, who is a very short man with weird psyche it seems, called Russia "An economical dwarf with nuclear bombs".
Which is funny, given that Russia is now the 4th largest economy in the world in terms of buying power. They run over Germany and Japan the other year rising two stops since 2021. Economical dwarf. Well, look at "Prime Minister" Kristersson who said it; a shorty with Napoleon complex. Bu-ah-hah-haaaaaaa. I mean seriously. What the eff.

Sal looking at Kristersson back in Aug 2018
Leica M6 w. Summilux-M 35/1.4 ASPH. with pushed Bergger 400+ film
The other shorty: Defense (war) minister
Then you got the other shorty, the one who according to our ground law, committed high treason a couple years ago, by selling our our lands to a foreign military power in an exclusive "deal", 4 months before any parliamentarian decision was made. By Swedish law it is high treason. You can check that up yourself. The guy should be in prison for at least 15 years.
Hinter Schwedischen Gardinen, dipshit.
It's frikkin comical, if it wouldn't be so endless sad.
Insanity
is an almost too mild expression. But this doesn't get clear, doesn't reach heart nor mind, doesn't really sink in - as long we are blind to the real meaning behind it. Because we always look into a different direction. Like in all wars, the enemy is painted in the colors, our "leaders" want us to see them as. We never seem to think, call in question - if that is even true. We simply follow blindly what corrupted media is telling us to believe.
And we do it.
How crazy isn't that ?!
S0, we don't want to see the true consequences of what those insane people - the so called "our politicians (puppets) are preparing our lands for. Even now here in Scandinavia, same war mongering, preparations and indirect threats. I see it in the advertising every day on the subway. We are supposed to be fearful - and constantly reminded that a war is close by. So, that the brain is short circuited, and we can't think straight. Same with Corona. Fear. Fear. Fear. Lies, Lies and more bloody lies.
Also; is never the politicians asses or their kids that get killed in war.
So, who is really driving the car ?!
And if you come to the conclusion, why do you let criminals drive your vehicle ?!

"The Best. We can lead Sweden into Europe". Same BS back then, who vastly crippled Sweden's welfare system
Aug 1991 at Slussen station, Stockholm • Leica M6 / Summicron-M 35/2 "IV" with Kodak T-MAX 3200 film (ISO 1000)
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