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I know - my Diary isn't exactly subtle. I did change my attitude over time compared to how I used to write back in the days... What a difference. But i do think that my criticism and anger always been there, deep inside. Yet too shy to give way and expression to it. Kind of like withholding like iron at wishful thinking. And hoping that somebody kind of assist me, support me (without knowing how that would come about).
Yeah, Blondie...
you had to learn lessons the hard way. And Grandmother Elfriede, would agree with deep recognition from her own life, which eclipses mine multi fold in terms of suffering. I still can't wrap my head around the life road she went, before during and after World War II in Stuttgart. So much suffering at all levels, and such a damaged body to a young girl. but she survived and went on with a strength, I simply can't understand how she did it... What am I in comparison.
A former, wishful thinking, optimistic Blondie - but never a snowflake.
I can of course cry about lost innocence - which it is in a way; Gradually loosing one's innocence. One's illusions and wishful thinking, both internally, especially externally in terms of world view, "democracy", medicine, justice, politics, media falsifications, wars, false-flag events, etc.
When the time has come, when you stop swallowing that endless stream of lies on which much of our society structure is built on. They gave us their minds, imaginary justice, democracy - and then you start to realize (if at all), that this is all created, in order to keep people away from advancing into higher realms of consciousness.
Kali Yuga: We are supposed to sleep.
Go to work. Go shit. Go Sleep. And then work again. Every single day. Pay taxes (more than ever) for all kinds of BS, money that rarely goes to the right things in society. We are supposed to indulge into binging booze, bad food, and bad entertainment. Anything goes. We are supposed to invest into wishful thinking, And when the shit hits the fan - we are supposed to be victims. The more the merrier.
But always; Continue To Sleep !
Love your predators. That is what we are doing. Stockholm Syndrome. We hail to those who actually perpetrated many crimes and deaths upon our brothers and sisters.
But we don't see.
And then suddenly - it ain't working anymore
Of course i have lost my innocence. I am so angry - so angry ! Since the Corona Plandemic, i really got furious, when I right from the first day understood by instinct, that something major, fundamentally wrong, was about to get rolled out onto humanity. Insidious Crimes against Humanity on a Global scale...
They have done it before.
Yeah, I got really angry when I started to dig deeper, realizing how evil the structure of those experimental genetic jabs are made of; especially given that so many strange, highly health detrimental aspects been coded right into the modRNA code (plus additions, such as using a snippet from the SV40 virus code) - which no normal person with common sense in the field, would ever want to do. But the SV40 enhancer makes sure that Bacterial DNA contaminations in the modRNA vials, make sure to integrate into the human genome, the core of our Human DNA. Corruption of human DNA often means: Cancer. Auto-immune diases, Turbo-Cancer.
All that, for a "vaccine" against "Respiratory disease". Makes absolutely no sense to add a SV40 ape virus deviated Enhancer. it is diabolic experimentation with a large percentrage to ensure that humans get seriously ill, even die.
But - they have done it. As simple as that. And the whole frikking establisment at all levels - played along with it. Polticians. Authorities. Companies. Actors. Doctors. Wannabe famous figures. and the list goes on and on...
Future vaccines are to be based on that very modRNA platform. No matter what genetic codes you put as cargo via that platform - any mRNA technology is by design toxic ! So, this is only the start of destruction.
Are you sure you want to be a ssleeping sheep ? You may want to consider; think three times before doing something really stupid. To take a jab in order "to travel", might be a fatal decision. Is it worth it ?
I am sure the ego can play away any insight, with any excuse that comes in the way.
You have been warned countless times. 
Just saying.
Slowly and gradually
we get to see results of extreme illnesses affecting many people around the world. Even in our inner circle of people, like family, beloved one, friend, father, mother, grandma, grandpa, close colleagues.
The information is still highly suppressed at most levels. Yet enough to such a degree, that it has spread among people. They see that close ones have been harmed, or even died suddenly out of the blue. Or suffer badly through turbo cancer (which often ends fatal, due to that chemotherapy barely works - nor does organ transplantations works on injected people...)
Globally expressed:
Severe Damages among 100+ million people, and 35+ million people who died from the genetic injections (2021-2023). They are likely even more now. The numbers vary, because it is very difficult to estimate the true devastation these genetic jabs have caused.
Overall; the numbers of deaths and severe damages are so vast already - something you normally only read about from World War "casualties".
If those aren't crimes - then I don't know what is.
But yeah; i am pissed off, and really angry - even today ! |
